Wednesday, August 5, 2009 12:47 AM
Ahhh Okay so I haven't updated in a hella long time!
myyy baaaaaaad.
I'm currently on Skype with Steven&Eddie, just about to hit the hay.
Eddie's mumbling away about sex or something...
Starting to feel the drift disappear but still feel like things aren't ever going to be the same. Trying to not think about it so much because whenever I do I usually freak out and get upset. So I try to focus on other things and alter my feelings even if I can't completely. Ya I know, I shouldn't but I'm really not feeling like I'm getting anything back I guess? Just some hints or some sort of insight if I should continue on feeling this way would be really helpful. But I can't keep tearing myself up over something that will never happen.
Love fails.Atleast for me.Always.
-Jaz ttyl.