Wednesday, August 5, 2009 12:47 AM
Ahhh Okay so I haven't updated in a hella long time!
myyy baaaaaaad.
I'm currently on Skype with Steven&Eddie, just about to hit the hay.
Eddie's mumbling away about sex or something...
Starting to feel the drift disappear but still feel like things aren't ever going to be the same. Trying to not think about it so much because whenever I do I usually freak out and get upset. So I try to focus on other things and alter my feelings even if I can't completely. Ya I know, I shouldn't but I'm really not feeling like I'm getting anything back I guess? Just some hints or some sort of insight if I should continue on feeling this way would be really helpful. But I can't keep tearing myself up over something that will never happen.
Love fails.Atleast for me.Always.
-Jaz ttyl.
Saturday, August 1, 2009 9:13 AM
Wow I haven't blogged in sooooooo long! I have been so busy working,biking,hanging,filming that I haven't made time to report here anymore D: So anyways I went biking with my friend Mike for 5 hrs+ and lemme just say that I am really feeling the burn today...I'm so sore! >_< even as I'm typing my hands have a weird feeling. Note to self, make sure to buy a new seat cover. Excited for a party coming up on the 14th of august! :D I invited like one person so far but there's gonna be a whole lotta others at the party to start with LOL. Ahhh I'mma be a bit scared I haven't gone to a party in a long time? but ya thought I'd just report back here for the time being.
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