*sigh*
Monday, June 29, 2009 9:52 PM
Okay so, my life is not perfect and I will never say it is. I hate whoever says their life IS perfect because it's complete bull and hypocritical. No one is perfect, no matter how much we try.
I'm starting to feel life is slipping by, I don't feel like it's getting any better. I guess I can't really say life is lonely because most of the times I choose to imurse myself into work and spending time with some people. Yes we all miss not having someone to be with, whether it may be a boyfriend/girlfriend,bestfriend, or relative.
I don't know really about the dating stuff, feeling at 18 I should be going out and dating people right? But I really don't have that urge. I just really want to find someone who is willing to me outgoing and I can make happy. I have always felt my lack of ability to make people happy whether it be by love or just friendship. I don't feel I have much to offer to anyone, so why be with me? Nothing impressive about me, nothing much about me that someone else can replace me.
I'm still a happy person just I have these insecurities built up inside of me, I am tired of drama I just want to live life in the happiest way possible.
Post later <3